i hate when you learn those life lessons, your parents say that you can't learn anything unless you do it yourself, it's when you realize that they're right, i have just realized that you can't stop growing up no matter how hard you try, i have just learned bout 4 life lessons in one week, 1. always consider others feelings, 2. that trying to fix your mistakes never works, your just going too have to deal and accept the consequences, 3. that no matter how it looks, sometimes your friends don't get you....., 4. (this one was hard ^^' talking things out doesn't always work, for the most part your just digging a hole for your self.
i have learned all these in a week, if you could go back in time to fix the things you did, i would take it, i found that that people don't talk to each other, if you have a problem with how a person is acting just say it very nicely before it's too late, if it's after the caused problem, then it just causes bad things >.> i wish the person told me so, they told me 2 weeks after, and i didn't know i had done anything, i was only being myself, cause the person never said anything to me, i tried to find out what i had done and try to fix it, but i dug myself a pretty deep hole to hell and back, made me realize, i should have payed more attention to the feelings of the person with my actions, and now saying i'm sorry or trying to explain myself is not going to work, for the only reason of we have sticks up our asses.
i have learned a good lot of life lessons for a 19 year old, i think next time, i'll consider not acting or being myself, for some reason even my friends don't understand or get me.....(wow that's emo)